Hold it all. This week I’ve had one of the worst nights of purging and disconnection, and also possibly the most beautiful sexual experience of my life. I’ve had a customer go bankrupt and default on 60k, and in the same time period a surprise donor to Sensing Woman. There was both the news on Pakistan’s 33M climate refugees (!!!) and Patagonia’s “our only shareholder is earth” announcement. A friend doing really good work on regenerative communities also reveals he is a conspiracy theorist; one of the most gentle people to the outside world reveals she self harms; a great act of kindness is born inside of a lie. It’s happening at once, this complexity, these contradictions: nothing is all good or all bad. I just the notice the poles and am steady in the center. Dynamic tension. Hold on loosely. Wait long enough and the weather will change… I am in the eye of the storm and it is quiet here. Reverent, curious, here for it all.