DEEP TIME TOGETHER
I would love to see you in a live course or a retreat this year.
I’ll be at conferences, festivals and meetings, sharing all kinds of lush delicious data and experiences. I can’t wait to see your beautiful face! In the meantime, may you live fully awake, in joy, peace and power, in the frequency of unconditional love.
XO, CMM
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Easter Intensive: A Holy Week Journey, Private Estate in South California, April 2 to 5, 2026
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Bhakti House Immersion: Cascais, Portugal. May 17 to 27, 2026
Easter Intensive: A Holy Week Journey
Three nights lodging • All meals • Two nights of medicine work • Daily practice & esoteric teachings
Zoom & Remote Participation Available
Step into a four-day immersion that reframes Holy Week as a living initiatory path—one that arises not from doctrine, but from the deeper intelligence of the body, of nature, and of consciousness itself. This intimate gathering unfolds at a private estate in Southern California, held for deep work, nourishment, and renewal.
Why This Story Matters
At its core, the Easter story is powerful because it mirrors the oldest ritual of spring: the turning from darkness toward light, the softening that precedes new growth, the necessary “death” of what is outgrown so that something more coherent and vital can rise.
Long before Christianity, cultures around the world honored this initiatory arc—Ishtar’s descent, Persephone’s return, the Osiris mystery, and countless rites marking the thaw of winter and the rebirth of the earth.
Holy Week carries this same primordial imprint. Its symbols reflect a universal process of awakening: descent, surrender, dissolution, and re-emergence. When entered with openness and embodiment, the Easter mysteries awaken a felt sense of Christed consciousness—the unconditioned field of love available to all beings.
This retreat invites you to step into that story not as something to believe, but as something to live.
A Living Mystery to Be Entered
Across four days, we explore the Easter arc as a personal and universal map of transformation—death, transfiguration, rebirth—illuminated through:
• Mystic Christianity: the Light Body, Christed heart, and esoteric resurrection teachings
• Nondual Tantra: awakening in the body, the sacred in all things
• Quantum consciousness: coherence, field dynamics, and the energetics of awakening
Through daily movement, breathwork, devotion, contemplation, and ceremonial medicine work, we experience these teachings not as concepts but as living practices inside the body.
What the Intensive Includes
• Three nights accommodations at a private Southern California estate
• Nourishing meals prepared on site
• Daily meditation, breath, movement, and contemplative prayer
• Esoteric teachings, inquiry, and energetic alignment
• Two nights of medicine work in a reverent ceremonial container
• Integration circles, rest time, private contemplation in nature
Remote Participation
For those unable to travel, a Zoom + remote ceremonial track is available. Remote participants receive:
• Daily live teachings and practices
• Guided meditations and integration sessions
• Energetic attunement and one-on-one check-ins
• A safe framework for at-home contemplative or plant-free ceremonial work
The remote track is designed with care to maintain the integrity, depth, and coherence of the arc—allowing you to fully participate from anywhere in the world.
The Arc of the Journey
Day 1 — Entry
Opening the field. Arriving in the heart. Entering the story as your own.
Day 2 — Descent
Softening old structures. Meeting lineage patterns. First night of medicine work.
Day 3 — Threshold
The quiet turning. The identity that falls away. Second night of medicine work.
Day 4 — Rise & Return
Emerging into clarity, coherence, beauty, and embodied presence.
What You May Experience
Many describe this immersion as a profound renewal—a shedding of old patterns, a deepening of spiritual clarity, and a visceral encounter with unconditional love. The Christed field reveals itself as a living presence within the body, accessible to all beings.
The Return of Love Church with Maya Jaguar: God Stuff at the Portal Marin
Love Church is back, and this time we’re going deep into “God Stuff”. Join Rev Maya Jaguar as she leads us through an interactive exploration of what God means to each of us personally, honestly, and without limits.
This is an invitation to awaken your spiritual curiosity in ways that feel inclusive, energizing, and beautiful. Together, we’ll reclaim the “G” word, letting it expand beyond doctrine or definition, and rediscover what divinity feels like when it lives inside our everyday lives.
This is not about finding the right answers and more about making the sacred our own. This interspiritual experience will flow like a ritual: beginning with an inspired short sermon, moving into peer connection and shared contemplation, and rising together in Dance Church, where movement becomes prayer and joy becomes our offering.
Please know Love Church is open to the public and we only ask for a $25 donation to help support our musicians, the heartbeat of our gathering and the soul of our celebration.
We look forward to seeing you and encourage you to book your spot early for space is limited to 50 attendees.
Tickets: $25 Suggested donation to go to the percussionists ————————————————————————————
The Portal is an urban sanctuary designed to ignite transformational growth, foster community, and embrace holistic well-being. At the heart of The Portal lies our Members Club, a curated space designed for co-creation, connection, and inspiration. Join our diverse ecosystem of changemakers, including leaders in technology, business, social impact, art, and wellness. On the first floor of our space, you'll find our Longevity Wellness Spa and Yoga Studio. Nourish yourself with remedies and emergent treatments, including sauna, cold plunge, sound beds, LED therapy, and other wellness technologies.
📍The Portal Marin is located in Mill Valley at 33 Reed Blvd.